And that is a good thing for all of you.
My life has been crazy, I have been trying to make people happy and the world a better place. I really thought I was going to pull it off too. Turns out, can’t be done. Well, maybe it can be done, but we would have to pull together, as a community. We would have to organize and devote time to this important project. People aren’t going to do that.
I was talking to Crazy Grandma on the phone tonight and she said the weirdest things:
- I miss you Sadie.
- –This felt foreign to hear, usually I get, “Are you still here?”
- It took me awhile to understand the glitter and Unicorns in your head.
- –Well, Duh…
- You taught me so much, I can honestly say I wouldn’t be the person I am today without knowing you.
- –Evil laughter in my head, yet small tear for her epiphany.
That is when I screamed, “Yeah, no shit. I am like that monkey in outbreak! I infected you with that belief the world can be a better place.”
Crazy Grandma said, “No one I work with now sees Unicorns. They don’t even believe in Munchkins.”
“It’s not surprising. I may be as contagious as the monkey in outbreak, but I am only one person. You guys keep building up antibodies.”
But it IS nice to be known as the girl who helps people change how they think, be it a small change, it is STILL change.